We're Reeling Through An Endless Fall

I've been obsessed with this song since forever.

But now, it has gotten stronger than ever since my holiday trip, for reasons that are too stupid to be revealed.

Seriously, just thinking about it makes me feel like...well, banging my head against the wall in frustration.

I think my friends would know why. *cough*

This Perilous Journey

So this is it.

Tomorrow's finally the first day of college. I'm gonna have to go through all that orientation stuffs, alone.

Alone, again. Making new friends, again.

One should think that by now I'm used to this situation.

But no I'm not.

My heart is beating, my head is aching, my stomach churns, and I keep having this feeling that something is missing, some forms/fees/documentations that I forgot to submit.

I realized that this is the very first time I handled things by myself.

Normally, I turn everything over to my parents, but now they insist that I start learning how to be independent.

They even expect me to take a taxi to the campus, that is until I get my own driving license.

Oh no, I'm not complaining.

I know very well that this time would come eventually.

This is a part of growing up. To taste the real world, to gain new experiences, to be what I've always wanted to be.

But it sure is scary.

Just once, I wish the world would stop turning around and let me have a moment of peace,

because I feel like time is flying too fast.

MIA No More

First of all, I'm terribly sorry that I've been sort of neglecting this blog for the past few days.

I was on a holiday for the whole week, and though I did bring my laptop along, I didn't write anything.

To me, blogging is meant to be done at home. Don't ask why.

Anyway, the trip was quite fun. Tiring, but fun.

From Perlis to Penang and then straight to Cameron Highland. Boy, was I exhausted.

Loads of photos were taken but I'm not gonna put it up here.

However, if you're, by any chance, interested you could see them here.

Unfairness

One decent band is finally having a gig here in Malaysia and I've got no chance to see them.

whoopdeedoo.....

The Inevitable

Suddenly it hit me that I'm about to step outside my comfort zone.

Sometimes I wish we could just freeze the time and enjoy our youth as much as we want to.

Seeing kids running around, laughing their heart out, I realized being ignorant is pure bliss.

If I ever get to meet my younger self, I'd tell her what a great man once said,

"Life moves pretty fast,

if you don't stop and look around once in a while you could miss it."

People changed. Life is changed.

Today, a movie moved me.

This movie, Everybody’s Fine, depicts a retired father of four, who just wants to get all his kids together around the same table like they used to do when they were little. However, all of them made excuses not to come home to see him.

So he sets off on an impromptu road trip to reunite with each of his grown children, to find out why.

Family, love, fatherhood, getting together, trust, truth,

This movie definitely touched me, and now I can't stop crying.

Girl Just Wanna Have Fun

'cause I had nothing better to do

It's already past midnight, and I am still wide awake.

I'm having fun turning the volume of my iPod up as loud as possible, this is a RARE opportunity I tell you.

currently dancing around to What You Know - Two Door Cinema Club in my underwear.

*ahem, I think that wasn't just a normal coffee I drank..